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[daysofourknives]

Nights like this, when I feel so friggin single, desperate, alone, and devoid of meaning, are really awesome. Especially when couched in so much friendship around me that the fact I am miserable sticks out like a sore thumb. It sure is exciting being that guy who has all those weird stress tics and can't handle himself. Whoo fucking hoo.

Hopefully Baden feels better. And hopefully I can make up a non-insane with anxiety and depression version of myself for Monday when I have a friggin dual interview for both jobs I applied for.