Nov 24, 2005 02:22
why do you think i worried cause i care
and you know this, you exploit this
how do i exploit it?
if i sleep with you there are problems
too much emotional attachment
so youre rather have a quick fuck it and forget it
no
i understand
no
lets say we have sex
then what
lets say i want to have sex
and we do then what
and you know i love you
more than anything
more than i value my own life
so that means you love me and then what
you valuing my life gives meaning to my life
it was the only thing that mattered to me
so we fuck?
i dont know how to explain it to you
its not "fucking"
with you
it would be making love
every night that i dreams i have dreams about you
every moment i truely think i think about you
and it really kills me, it hurts
to know you dont care; i do care
i test you to see what is really the matter
stop it, i hate being tested
well i think i owe it to you
then we made love, but now its just fucking
ide hope that never happens
it always happens
not if you dont let it
you honestly were the only girl iev ever LOVED
im being honest
cant you see it in my eyes
yes
every time i look at you
but what am i supposed to do
what you do is up to you
im just saying every time i look at you
you have to see it..you have to
its there
my eyes are begging you
even if my heart is too proud
its because i'm there
no
its much more than that
ive experienced "just there"
and youre not that
every time you make a joke its truely funnny to mre
i understand you and i love that
and to be honest if you never talked to me after tonight i would understand
why would i stop talking to you?
uim making shit akward
nothing is akward anymore
and thats what i love bout you..nothing is akward
i dont know how to explain it but
nomatter what i talk about you understand
tis almost like youve been through it..but you havent
it hurts to have someone who hasnt been through it all
yet
i have
and i cant tell anyone
do you know youre one of the only
cause i trust you
if you can spark the memory...i wouold be more than happy to tell you
i love to tell a story but all i know it gangs, money and drugs
thats not all you know
i want you to spark somethign different
you are that difference, you always have been
help me remember; its so hard
even my craziness is stable
it is, to be honest
one day we will be together again
but today is not that day
i know its not
even if today is the day ive poured my heard to you
i can't say it, its like jinx
but you feel that too
..yes
i was just wondering if i was he only person feeling that
i mean, look in your eyes and i can see the pain
i can see so mucgh
i can see through you..
ill see you in a few weeks
goodnight my sweet prince