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last night megan tried and tried and tried to get something out of me. what exactly im still clueless, maybe it was something she saw in my eye...she kept saying that i looked like i wanted to tell her something and i just kept telling her i dont ever tell anyone anything, thats just the way its been for years and it wont ever change. its like im guarding something with my life, i wish i could remember what...i forgot years ago so now i just guard some ghost of an idea. and its really getting tiresome, i really would like to tell someone something but i dont even know what that is anymore so how could i???
so i guess its back to guarding a ghost of an idea.
and not having a cell phone.
yea, it got dropped into a paint tray full of puked up cough syrup so it doesnt work anymore. ill have a new one in a few days but until then i wouldnt suggest trying to get ahold of me on it. fucking sweet.
so i guess its back to guarding a ghost of an idea.
and not having a cell phone.
yea, it got dropped into a paint tray full of puked up cough syrup so it doesnt work anymore. ill have a new one in a few days but until then i wouldnt suggest trying to get ahold of me on it. fucking sweet.