Aug 08, 2006 00:33
I always found it easier to run away from things than to look things straight in the eye. I guess that is why I am here in Oxnard. For the first time in a long time I feel complete. i wasn't feeling not complete i actually feel fine. I miss my parents espcially my mom.
My mom gave me a lot of shit in high school. People who went to high school with me can back me up on this one. Always lying about my whereabouts but now I feel for the first time, she is treating me like an adult. I make my own decisions and she trusts them. I still want to be that little girl who asks if i could go see Ghostbusters 2 on a school night.
My dad was given the opportunity to go to Nevada for two years. The military offered to pay for housing for the both of them plus kimmy. My mom asked desiree if she would be willing to move home and take care of the house for two years. She basically said that I would be perfect for that job. She basically gave up two years of free rent.
i'll be in town till wednesday night.