Sep 04, 2005 13:24
I guess i should probably not post in here for awhile because im just going to probably be to pessemistic. I feel like i have taken that extra step to fall into a rut. Im not really happy about anything at all anymore and havent felt this alone in my entire life. Granted i knew living alone would be lonely and i was prepared for that but this one is pretty bad. Ive got nothing right now.
All ive got is looking towards when my parents come out for my birthday this weekend. Otherwise i would probably spend it alone. Im sure nobody really cares anyway. Im glad i at least have my family who cares to come all the way out to see me.