The world awaits you.

May 02, 2006 13:11

Things are passing me by and everyone is going to take their individual steps to claim a future that is theirs. I have to admit that I am little bit scared or a lotta bit. I know no one knows what they are supposed to do in the world, and finding a role in life is probably one of the most challanging and rewarding things that there is. I know I am not going anywhere just yet, you need money to get there. But I really want to do some exploring, both of the world and myself. I just don't really feel I know all there is to know about me and I would quite like to. I also want to get some life experience for my writing to add different elements to it. University is a bubble and it's almost popped. I want to go to extremes and leave everything and everyone I know behind. I rely far too heavilly on people and I want to know what I am capable of in situtations where there is no one to help me, like my parents or my boyfriend. That is the bit I am looking forward to. And making my own money, not having to rely on my parents any more will be one of the best things that has ever happened to me.

Money is a funny concept between my parents and I, well I still need it, I still need them. Of course I love them and need them for other stuff, but I think that money is the last hold they have on me. I just can't wait for that sense of responsblity and freedom.
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