Its 3 o clock, and all i think about is you.
Well, It is 3 o'clock in the morning and there is nothing to do, I finished up my livejournal, It looks ok, I could do better, But I don't have the time, I am working on the new Rushmore site, which will be chill once I finish everything up with it, I am cutting my hair hacked tomorrow, EEEEk, I do need it though, I look like a half ass, twice warmed over. Well, DeAnna never came home the 21st, Never got to go to the air port, and touch her oh so beautiful skin and see her face I have been longing to see ever since I walked out of her front door, and into that damn car. I miss her, You never know how much something hurts, until it kicks in, summer is almost over, best summer ever, possible, i mean, not in some terms, but, yeah it may be one of the top ones. I need to find a band, maybe a good group of kids, I dont know, is it to much to ask for? someone i can work with hands behind my back, I dont know. But anyways, I am currently in my room, nothing but sprite, and your picture on my wall, I will fall asleep next to your picture wishing I will wake up next to the real you, the real princess, oh so beautiful and desirable. I am a emo fag and maybe she loves it, am i a emo fag? and maybe I love it, it all works out for the best, i love her , she loves me, and i know it will work out, we will be together forever, and be happy...like i always wished...with my dream girl...in a dream world...the perfect wife...and perfect everything...now that i look at the stars at night, they look so much brighter, because i know that shes looking at them too, and they shine so much, for us, just for us. I am pondering on some things i shouldnt be, maybe that sentence is bullshit? i dont know, sometimes i wonder how i am going to turn out, maybe how everyone says, a nothing, a stupid guy, who didnt pay attention to anyone or anything and is now paying for it, maybe ill be a rich computer nerd with all this high tech eqiupment, maybe ill be a rockstar, like i have a chance, or maybe ill be a proud worker, just getting by in life, with a great family, wife, kids, happier then a rich family.
CAPS LOCKS SUCKS MAH BALLS
and so do you.
The gun points your way, What do you do?
Turn, Duck, Fight
I love you DM. Your my everything, my dream girl, the perfect friendgirl, girlfriend, anything and everything i could want in a girl, you have, your beautiful body and everything, the way you talk, smile, the way the light flickers off of your incredibly gorgeus eyes, and somehow I resist crying, of joy, of knowing, yeah, i can hold her, yeah, shes mine, yeah, i will never stop loving this girl, never, never once, will i think we, are not together, because i know, you will always be in my heart, and if thats not together, i dont know what is.
CAPS LOCKS SUCKS MAH BALLS
and so do you.
The gun points your way, What do you do?
Turn, Duck, Fight
I love you DM. Your my everything, my dream girl, the perfect friendgirl, girlfriend, anything and everything i could want in a girl, you have, your beautiful body and everything, the way you talk, smile, the way the light flickers off of your incredibly gorgeus eyes, and somehow I resist crying, of joy, of knowing, yeah, i can hold her, yeah, shes mine, yeah, i will never stop loving this girl, never, never once, will i think we, are not together, because i know, you will always be in my heart, and if thats not together, i dont know what is.