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I can't describe exactly how it feels like and no one will ever understand it either. I never believed in love at first sight either until it happened to me. It happened exactly four and a half months ago, it was intense, great, and fufilling, not one day has passed where I don't think about him or that something doesn't remind me of him, or wonder exactly where in the world he is now, but I just want him to remember exactly how those moments felt like, and gets harder to remember everyday because we suck in all these new thoughts and new faces, and I only have him in my memories, no pictures.
I pray everynight that I won't forget exactly what it felt like because that's the one thing that makes me keep wanting to move foward, watching another 7 and a half months go by until I see him again, and maybe this time we can stay together. I will move over oceans and seas, mountains and drylands, anywhere in the world for him. I will not change who I am or waste the dreams that I have, he will just be a part of them. He keeps the warm blood flowing through my veins, not cold, the brain waves, and the moves and actions I make everyday.
This was the real thing. at first I thought it was all in my head a want, a need, a new place, new surroudings, but no matter what you always have to go with your heart, and my heart says I love him.
Nothing drowns out the feelings I have not even pot.
Kandra, Abbie, and Elizabethtown today, good mov. and good steak and shake.
Nick reading your Rosenane book you got me, it's amazing already on chapter ten in two night, hehe..I love you.
My puppy is getting big, days go by so fast, when can I see Bristol again...
will know about my job this thursday.
I need my palm read, and laguna beach sunglasses, new clothes, a shopping trip, new walls, new hair, new bed, new linens, new house, I need all new, I have to change everytime I've filtered myself through and through again, and find a new part I never knew I had, and I'm one step away from being there I think.
I pray everynight that I won't forget exactly what it felt like because that's the one thing that makes me keep wanting to move foward, watching another 7 and a half months go by until I see him again, and maybe this time we can stay together. I will move over oceans and seas, mountains and drylands, anywhere in the world for him. I will not change who I am or waste the dreams that I have, he will just be a part of them. He keeps the warm blood flowing through my veins, not cold, the brain waves, and the moves and actions I make everyday.
This was the real thing. at first I thought it was all in my head a want, a need, a new place, new surroudings, but no matter what you always have to go with your heart, and my heart says I love him.
Nothing drowns out the feelings I have not even pot.
Kandra, Abbie, and Elizabethtown today, good mov. and good steak and shake.
Nick reading your Rosenane book you got me, it's amazing already on chapter ten in two night, hehe..I love you.
My puppy is getting big, days go by so fast, when can I see Bristol again...
will know about my job this thursday.
I need my palm read, and laguna beach sunglasses, new clothes, a shopping trip, new walls, new hair, new bed, new linens, new house, I need all new, I have to change everytime I've filtered myself through and through again, and find a new part I never knew I had, and I'm one step away from being there I think.