Oct 08, 2005 14:18
today..! er.
it seems like it just one thing after another, honestly.
had fun with kayla today, need to talk to the other Kayla.
my dog fucking shit on my comforter tonight, I about died.
seen abbie, and jenni tonight...god i need to talk to jenni right now, where are you? missed kandra.
I've missed roseanne the last two nights, which really ticks me off. it seems like i've been so busy with nothing to do.
tomorrow is band contest with bristol and corey, should be fun. yard sales too, i love it.
i just feel so out of place right now and I need someone to put me in my place. I'm on the virge of motivation which has been along process, it will be good when I have my own place in six months..my own space, my own rules.
i need a job soon, and priorites, i need to atleast show and intrest in life cuz I don't have one right now.
the weather is wonderful, a little cool but it's something to get used to and a change, change can usually be good, thats what i need.
I really just so need to find a guy friend that is cool, don't want a relatiionship/attachements, or sex, but just someone I can cuddle with, hold hands, and kiss, that just sounds so nice. when it's so cold the nicest thing is just to be up against someone and keep warm.
k/b