You will never truly be happy unless you follow your heart..
The o.c and reunion tonight, oh so good.
I swear I'm on the virge of dying, I feel like I always find something wrong w/me, yes I am mildly a hypocondreact.
I'm so tired, proably because I took a high sleeping pill, but I just felt drawn to the internet, and now I think I know why.
It's such a confusing time in my life right now, be drawn so many different directions, slightly depressed, but I refuse to take that medicine, I want to feel my own emotions not how some pill makes me feel.
to my posse...
I want to call you, but I feel like I will just let you down, see you soon.
I just want to hug you, to know what it feels like or see your face, but you're no where to be found.
You're the one I envy to have all the glory in your hands.
You are the one I pray for that you will turn you're life around.
I wish you goodluck for starting a new life in a new place.
To you the one that knows my secerts, and talks me through my pain.
For you two hours awawy I want to go back just one day, inside you will always be my sister.
To the two girls that were most of my high school, I still care.
...those are the ones I felt drawn to say something to, if you feel one of thems you it proably is.
looking for a job, looking for a way to turn my life around, it's hard when you start at rock bottom.
I swear I'm on the virge of dying, I feel like I always find something wrong w/me, yes I am mildly a hypocondreact.
I'm so tired, proably because I took a high sleeping pill, but I just felt drawn to the internet, and now I think I know why.
It's such a confusing time in my life right now, be drawn so many different directions, slightly depressed, but I refuse to take that medicine, I want to feel my own emotions not how some pill makes me feel.
to my posse...
I want to call you, but I feel like I will just let you down, see you soon.
I just want to hug you, to know what it feels like or see your face, but you're no where to be found.
You're the one I envy to have all the glory in your hands.
You are the one I pray for that you will turn you're life around.
I wish you goodluck for starting a new life in a new place.
To you the one that knows my secerts, and talks me through my pain.
For you two hours awawy I want to go back just one day, inside you will always be my sister.
To the two girls that were most of my high school, I still care.
...those are the ones I felt drawn to say something to, if you feel one of thems you it proably is.
looking for a job, looking for a way to turn my life around, it's hard when you start at rock bottom.