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[dayoldjapan]

so much is getting accomplished right now
its marvelous

i have a job... duh...
all i do is stand around
not terribly lame though

i bought an awesome book
(the four agreements)
i know this might sound kinda lame
but i'm excited
its basically a book about personal freedom.

conrad looks so fucking hot
but you know,
he usually does anyway...

i got coffee with howard
conrad and thad met us there.
we all went to go look at puppies.
its sooo thrilling
yet so pitiful to do this.
you want every puppy you see after awhile
still you walk with none.
it sucks
but i'm still excited.
i know i will find the perfect tiny puppy
when the time comes
and nothing will keep us apart.
who knows.

i got casted for the part i wanted in the play
murfreesboro prepare for me.
i have actually been waking up every morning with nervous energy
since i tried out for this play
(the lady is not for burning)
and now, i don't have to be nervous every morning for awhile
thinking:
"oh, was i good enough? i could have done better. what if i wasn't?"
then my friend says: "cassie, you truly don't worry about what other people think of you."
i kept it to myself that i want to be good enough in other's eyes.
who knows

i have been loving my days
and that's why i haven't written anything lately
because i have been trying to enjoy my days
and i have.
nothing exciting...
but really beautiful

oh.
i'm going to art school too.
good night...