[Zurali] Into the future

May 25, 2011 03:59

Spirits of writing, it's good to talk to you again. It's been so long, so much has happened, and so much more hasn't. I am sorry I have been away for so long, lately all of my writing has been going into reports and documents for the Harbingers.. Augur's have been scarce since Jeria retired and Carsis went missing.. I still worry about him, I can't help but fear the worst. So many people seem to be missing now, I haven't spoken to Sellinda since the Shattering. Rid and Jeria gave any indiciation that anything has happened, but that makes me worry more. I wonder if she's off distracting herself again, or was injured and is simply home trapped.

There have been many missing people, the hearthstone is so.. quiet. Sometimes it makes my heart sad to hear nothing for so long, but I am glad there are a few new friends members in the unit, that I've inducted myself! ... It's really been that dead, hasn't it? Spirits, give me the strength to keep working with this loneliness and the patience to await the return of our dearest soldiers. I guess things aren't too bad, I never feel completely alone, ever since the sepanja I would have this little pocket of warmth in my heart. I know Thierry is always there with me, and when I need the strength I feel that she is actually there to keep my chin up. Now that I think about I haven't written anything since the pre-ceremony jitters, huh? Well surprise, spirits! We are bound together, with your appreciated permission. I suppose that's why I haven't written as much, these journals and my own thoughts are always open to her, so writing to myself you has seemed less important. Not that you are not important! Loas no, but I feel you are always watching me enough anyways.

Moving out of memory lane.. and into memory street, I guess. Sebrawyn came to me with information about Ceirin. She might be on the lead to her killer, after so long. Apparently that Serendan character is up to some very shady business.. after claiming to be her cousin, too! I don't know why she'd say that as a cover, if she really is a blue dragon. It attracts attention to Ceirin and her death.. but then, what if she is her cousin, and killed her for seperate reasons? I mean, Thierry's own mom framed her for murder, just for some blasted inheritance money or something! Fel, it's so terrible, why would you harm your own family for yourself? It's sick.. but either way, I'm hardening myself to go along with this search, I told Seb that the Harbingers and I are at her disposal. I'm not the only one that'd want to avenge Ceirin.. even if it brings more pain, I feel like I owe her that much. I hope you're doing well, Ceirin. You have to be to avoid my calls so much, psh! Maybe I should offer booze sometime, heh.

You were a good friend, and me and Thierry still miss you. If nothing else, we'll bring this entire matter to justice, and not vengeance. Just like we did that that bastard serial killer.. we can't become monsters like him. I'm hoping to end this as swiftly as possible.

And you'll be there to guide each step I take, spirits.

Your servant,
Zurali

premonitions, harbingers, thierry, this will end badly, zurali, memories, sepanja, blue dragons?, ceirin, sebrawyn

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