I heart you
On thursday night when we were walking to andrew's, out of nowhere my heart started really hurting when i tried to breathe. At first i didn't think anything of it, cause its happened many times before, and it stops in less than a minute. But instead of going away, it got more and more painful, until i got this like insanely intense pain that completely winded me and made me feel like i was going to pass out on the street right there. It was so overwhelming i started crying hysterically without really realizing it first, but once it stopped i stopped crying immediately. It happened maybe two more times on the rest of the walk and again when i was sitting down in the backyard. While this was happening i noticed that my left arm started to go numb, but by end of the night I felt better, and it only hurt when i breathed in deep. But then i noticed throughout the night that i can't sleep on my left side, and even now if i breathe in too deep or laugh hard it hurts alot.
I hate my body.
I hate my body.