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I'm in Holtville right now..I came down to see my family and stuff..work...clean my room up some more. Im iss firestorm too much...it's weird not being home with him. Everything has been really strange these past few days..it doesn't feel like they're real.
I saw Jessica today..she seems to be doing ok..sad, but ok. Tanner's funeral is on saturday. I feel like I should go, but I don't think I am going to..I get too hysterical at funerals. Ugh. I think Rachel is coming down this week, I'd like to see her if she does.
I've been wanting to get ahold of Gina lately..I miss her a lot, and I want to see how she's doing...but I feel like if I do get in contact with her she'll think it's just because she's pregnant and stuff..I don't know, its weird..Rachel said she's doing really well and stuff. I'm glad. I miss her. I miss a lot of people. Sara called me tonight, she's doing pretty good. She said she got the pictures she took at the beach house developed, and they came out well. I wanna see.
I'm sleepy.
I saw Jessica today..she seems to be doing ok..sad, but ok. Tanner's funeral is on saturday. I feel like I should go, but I don't think I am going to..I get too hysterical at funerals. Ugh. I think Rachel is coming down this week, I'd like to see her if she does.
I've been wanting to get ahold of Gina lately..I miss her a lot, and I want to see how she's doing...but I feel like if I do get in contact with her she'll think it's just because she's pregnant and stuff..I don't know, its weird..Rachel said she's doing really well and stuff. I'm glad. I miss her. I miss a lot of people. Sara called me tonight, she's doing pretty good. She said she got the pictures she took at the beach house developed, and they came out well. I wanna see.
I'm sleepy.