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[daymare01]

Well, I'm going to Nebraska for 4th of July weekend. That should be interesting. 8-10 hours one way. All that time, alone, with my mother... We'll be lucky if one of us comes out of this trip alive. But it will be worth it, to see my Grandpa. I hope he wants to see me at least. I found out why my mom asked Tim to go with her instead of me. That's who my Grandpa invited. I'm a little nervous that he'll say he'd rather Tim come, but I doubt that would actually happen. After all, I'll be bringing his Great Granddaughter along. I think that's the part Parker is looking forward to. I've already been warned, his friends will be staying at least 1 night here that weekend. And our rum will be gone by the time I get back. Just so long as they clean it all up, I'm fine with it. We're hoping to be back by Sunday night. Last 4th of July was a really special one for me. Parker and I went to Memorial Park to see the fireworks. They were about to start while we rode the Ferris Wheel. We got off the ride, and went to find a spot on the grass. We stood there watching them, his arms around me, just holding me close. After the fireworks, we sat down in another spot, away from the crowd. We ended up staying there until the wee hours of the morning. I honestly don't think I'll ever have a better 4th.

It's still hard to believe our 1 year anniversary is this Sunday. This has been the best year of my life, and it's all thanks to Parker and Jordyn. I don't know where I would be if not for the 2 of them. I'm anxious to see what Parker has planned. I know we're doing something on Saturday, but he refuses to tell me. I'm sure I'll be posting the details.

I would love to write more, as always, but I'm feeling like shit. One of the many times I've hated being a woman. Have a good day everyone.