Jul 20, 2004 10:31
Its about time, ya know? I mean I'm so tired of school.. Every single day. And when I'm not in school, then I'm at my dads house on the weekends which REALLY sucks. We have finals today but I'm in 3rd period meaning I can use my bands teachers computer. I usually can't use mine all that long at home beacause of my mom standing right behind me. The two kittens we have now are doing fine, and I'm kind of amazed that the black one recoverd so quicky. His leg is still a bit swollen, but he can bend it a bit. I put stuff on it almost every single day. The white ones just plain fat. The only thing I'm concerned about now is that they are not being fed adequately. The mom likes to just sit infront of where they are, she dosen't like to be in there with them for some reason. I'm TRYING to get mom to let me buy some special milk for them (since you can't feed them regular milk until their older.) But shes giving me a hard time about it.
Its so peaceful in this office, this is one of my favorite places to be..
Anyways, I miss all my friends dearly and I feel as if were all growing apart. I'm not doing too awful hot in school which makes me mad because it takes all the free time I have away from me. I kinda had to go to summer school but of CORSE, mom couldn't find the money so I'll have to take like 100 classes next summer.Oh well.. I still try to look foward to what good I have. I have church camp soon as well.. Its a relif too.. Its like all the sins from the years are spead on thick on me and then when I go there, they are all forgiven and washed away.. I Really can't wait to go. And yes, some things have been "guilting" me as usual, but God forgives and I pray every day he will free me from the gulit of my impure sins. hmmm what else am I doing this summer.. Well I have band camp (oh boy wont that be fun) Its kinda cool though because I can pick on all the little new freshmen and now I actually have a status. PLus I'll be a JR next year.. I cant believe it! It seems like only yesterday when i was taking a tour of the highschool and I got lost and I ran and hid in the teachers lounge with a cookie or something like that (lol) Only one more day until I'm free. :)
And I've been quite artistic lately as well. I've been drawing alot more new and cool pics. I wish everyone could see. One of my favorites though is daylite dancer.. Its a girl dancing and shes covered with golds and browns. Pretty cool, no? Crap I just found out i have 4th lunch today. I had that last year for both semesters. I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO glad that were only having it for one or twoays. I got first lunch this year.
Oh yea and What else...
You see, our school is like a forest, or a rottenious landscape. Everything is divided into territories. Especaially the lunch tables. God FORBID you sit at someones seat or youll die. Well one of my sisters, Irrigo had a seat she pulled up and no one told me about it, so i was like "OMG ITS A FREE SEAT!" so then I sat down in it, not having eaten all yesterday and I started munchin away. Then before I knew it I saw a shadow, looked up and guess who appeared!? Irrigo hovering over me screaming bloodymurder and cussing at me for sitting in her "sacred" seat. So me being somewhat polite jumped up with food all in my mouth and walked aimlessly around the lunch room until I found a seat. But by then lunch was almost over because the lines are so long... Its really made me feel kinda bad you know? I almost EVERYDAY get my own seat and dragg it ACROSS the entire lunchroom. It squeaks SOOO loud that everyone sets down their forks and watches me. I feel stupid on a daily basis and the ONE time I actually think i have somewhere to sit and scarf my food before the bell rings, I get screamed and cussed at. Then she was like "oh, im sorry i just have so much STRESS..." And we all know thats a buncha BS. She causes her own freakin stress mabye if shed quit doing dave every day that might give her time to figure out her problems and fix them. I mean come on, She dosen't have to work, and probally NEVER has to do house work, she dosent care about anything, that is NOT stress. thats just lazyness. If only she could walk in my shoes for like 5 mins shed treat me so much diffrently. Shes so un-streetsmart. I mean this girl dosent even KNOW the value of money, I sware if i got a dollar for EVERY coke she bought in one day id be rich... Gua it makes me mad. Now shes saying i screamed at her when I didnt.. ever my other sisters think its unfair
Well ill have to write more later, Mr. Ables about to use the computer! Love yall!
~*$olaris*~
Ps... Randi,if your out there, you HAVE to come over this summer.. bring ALL YOUR ANIMES!! XD