On being aloof
We had our house blessed today. It's not yet done but my parents have decided to have it blessed because we are already residing in it. So there's a little celebration at home. My relatives came over the house and joined us in celebrating the blessing of our home.
The only person who did not join the celebration was me. I did participate in the blessing of the priest but after he left i went straight to my room, watched tv and ate the remaining chocolates i bought at the mall earlier that morning.
My relatives would occasionaly knock on my door to check on me but i just tell them i'm okay and they would leave my room immediately. Hehehehe. But really, i'm fine inside my room watching tv alone. In fact i'm enjoying it. It's just recently that i felt very aloof and would always want to keep my private space to myself. But i do love other people's company. But maybe i'm just jaded with the normal way of things during family gatherings... They would ask me bout my studies and would ask about my lovelife. I'm tired of answering those questions...*deep sigh* I do not want to feel as if i'm bound to report to everyone what is currently happening in my life.
In short i'm not in the mood for long talks. At least today
The only person who did not join the celebration was me. I did participate in the blessing of the priest but after he left i went straight to my room, watched tv and ate the remaining chocolates i bought at the mall earlier that morning.
My relatives would occasionaly knock on my door to check on me but i just tell them i'm okay and they would leave my room immediately. Hehehehe. But really, i'm fine inside my room watching tv alone. In fact i'm enjoying it. It's just recently that i felt very aloof and would always want to keep my private space to myself. But i do love other people's company. But maybe i'm just jaded with the normal way of things during family gatherings... They would ask me bout my studies and would ask about my lovelife. I'm tired of answering those questions...*deep sigh* I do not want to feel as if i'm bound to report to everyone what is currently happening in my life.
In short i'm not in the mood for long talks. At least today