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if there is one thing i am always successful of doing, it would be getting myself into asudden state of depression and dragging my ego to the gutter.
and again i write about depression.
and i'm tired of it.
*deep sigh*.
i'm tired when the idea of me not being good enough is further rubbed by the mere exhibit of brilliance of other people. not that i blame them for being good, but i blame myself for not being good enough.
i always said myself that i am on the way. i just hope that i really am. oh well, life is really like a rock, its hard. and sometimes like a pebble, it hits you most of the time.
oh well, my plans of getting better is going quite fine.
and again i write about depression.
and i'm tired of it.
*deep sigh*.
i'm tired when the idea of me not being good enough is further rubbed by the mere exhibit of brilliance of other people. not that i blame them for being good, but i blame myself for not being good enough.
i always said myself that i am on the way. i just hope that i really am. oh well, life is really like a rock, its hard. and sometimes like a pebble, it hits you most of the time.
oh well, my plans of getting better is going quite fine.