Return
Now that I have returned to the Internet. I really don't know what to say. In the journal book, one of the prompts for the last day was - something like - what would I say to my friends about this 40-day "excursion"? Right now, I don't know. I'll wait till I actually write it in that book. For now, this is simply a closer to the exercise - even though I still have to review all the entries written over the past 40 days; that's what this weekend is for.
To be honest, I'm not all that comfortable coming back; even though I should - well - not really should - but - I do make a return to it. Ultimately, I cannot let this thing take me over like it did before. Sadly, at the end of this 40-day exercise, I was letting something else take me over - namely Sim City 4. Darned that game! But it was fun building something (even virtual) and watching it grow.
In any case, just gotta balance everything out, y'know? With everything I managed to learn during this exercise, I can use and experiment with it during the remainder of the year. See where it all leads me. My goals still stand; none of that changed. I'd say - the biggest difference before the 40-days to now:
How do I intend to go through with those goals? Nothing. I will do them for the sake of doing them; plus, they are written. Therefore, I shall do them. I want to - as best as I could. And that is that.
To be honest, I'm not all that comfortable coming back; even though I should - well - not really should - but - I do make a return to it. Ultimately, I cannot let this thing take me over like it did before. Sadly, at the end of this 40-day exercise, I was letting something else take me over - namely Sim City 4. Darned that game! But it was fun building something (even virtual) and watching it grow.
In any case, just gotta balance everything out, y'know? With everything I managed to learn during this exercise, I can use and experiment with it during the remainder of the year. See where it all leads me. My goals still stand; none of that changed. I'd say - the biggest difference before the 40-days to now:
How do I intend to go through with those goals? Nothing. I will do them for the sake of doing them; plus, they are written. Therefore, I shall do them. I want to - as best as I could. And that is that.