i know i know, silly talibans shouldent read the bible

Jul 03, 2005 17:58

but ill just leave this for you to think about.

Love is patient, Love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.

last night was nice, i put everything into perspective for once and realized that... i went into this not caring, so why do i care now?
its because everything was manipulated, to give him the attention he craves. it all got turned on me. i fell for the false words and promises and let myself get attatched. i need to go back to not trusting anyone, it worked well enough for a while.

the "i just want you to be happy"'s were what got me.
i was happy. before you decided to use me to fix your own insecurities... again.
ill be happy again soon enough. i managed to keep myself closed off enough to fix things easily now.
i cant say that i didnt see it coming.

some people just dont deserve second chances.
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