Sep 24, 2005 00:25
So, here's the story. I'm sitting around on my computer and I think about this LiveJournal deal I've got here. I start to realize that I really don't use it much, so I decided to try and change that. End of story. Still interested?
Well, incase you don't know me and you just happened to come upon this LiveJournal of mine and actually care......my name's Brian. If you stumbled upon this and don't really give a shit, then....well, I'm not talking to you anyways. If you read back a little ways, and I do mean little because I haven't exactly been overwhelming this site's bandwidth, then you'll see that I like to write. What I write? I don't really know. Sometimes it's a song, sometimes a poem, sometimes a really sucky composition that has no business being available for the public to waste their time on reading. So yeah, I write some.
About me? Nah, you don't want to hear that. But screw you, it's my journal....so I'm going to write about me a little. I like music. If I could write, play, listen to, or do anything physically possible with music at all times....I would. Unfortunately, we all must submit our freedom to a system of "bust your ass for next to nothing in order to live". Therefore I've come to the conclusion that music will just be a hobby. I guess it's better to come to that conclusion now and in this way rather than dive in head first and find out later, you know...after I've spent years on it only to lose every human relationship I have and gain many relationships with randomly named bottles, that I'm not really any good at it. I like to think of it as saving time with a purpose.....well, I may need to re-think that one.
I also believe that I'm not perfect....and so does everyone else. What they don't know is that, while I'm not perfect, I'm pretty darn close. Like they say though, what they don't know won't hurt them. So, I'm in no rush to inform them....they might start to ask me questions, and that annoys me. Oh, did I mention that I like music?
I think most people would say that I'm friendly. Then again, I don't know most people...so I could be wrong. If you want to be my friend, then I'll give you a shot. Let me warn you though, I'm not perfect (just close). So, I may piss you off or you might piss me off......we may piss each other off at the same time(wouldn't that be fun). To be honest, I don't get pissed off about much......close to perfect, remember? By the way, did I mention that I like music? That's right, I didn't say what kind. I know you don't care, but I'm going to tell you anyways. My journal you know? I like acoustic rock (not Dave Matthews-ish), harder 'nu-metal'-ish stuff like Cold-Nonpoint-Shinedown-Sevendust (got to have a good voice), classic country like Cash-Williams Sr., and then I guess there's Matthew Good. The dude is unbelieve, a musical genius. Yet, I can't catagorize him. He's definitely rock, but there's just so much more there musically. He's got to be my favorite musician for sure. Awesome. Yeah, I did mention I like music right?
I also play the guitar. I'm no Hendrix, not anywhere close, but I'm not terrible. Somewhere in between I guess, what most might call mediocre. I've got a 'band' started with my friend. It's not much of a band though considering we both play guitar, and we're the only members at this point. I guess I could play bass with my toes and he could kick out a steady beat on some old tin trash cans.....maybe. It's a project, we're working on it. Did I mention that I'm close to perfect? Yeah, I'm working on that too.
Well, I guess that's pretty sufficient for a journal entry. I had no idea of anything to talk about, but I smoothed it over didn't I? Bet you couldn't tell. I sound so unbelievably.....average don't I? Well, I guess I could be considered special in a way....not retarded mind you, but unique. I guess I'm unique because I think I am. That's just my world, dig it or leave it babe. I laugh now because I was supposed to be ending this entry, but my mind burped a few more things out. Excuse me. Well, I guess I'll really go now. Seriously.