There are times...
in my life that I just feel the need to be sad. It's not intentional, but there's something pulling in my heart, and my automatic response is just the need to be sad.
Yesterday was pure chaos. Today, the same chaos. Part of this is because my parent's aren't here, and I miss them...another part is work... another is the AC being out, and the craziness that's ensuing because of it. I've been lashing out today, extreme frustration and exhaustion taking their toll.
I hate staying with Mom and Dad with the animals. It's not home, and it's just not comfortable.
I want this nightmare over with. But in the meantime, forgive me for being sad. It's the only thing in my heart knows to do, other than raise my blood pressure to extremes.
Yesterday was pure chaos. Today, the same chaos. Part of this is because my parent's aren't here, and I miss them...another part is work... another is the AC being out, and the craziness that's ensuing because of it. I've been lashing out today, extreme frustration and exhaustion taking their toll.
I hate staying with Mom and Dad with the animals. It's not home, and it's just not comfortable.
I want this nightmare over with. But in the meantime, forgive me for being sad. It's the only thing in my heart knows to do, other than raise my blood pressure to extremes.