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so i think i've decided on something...
i'm going away to school.
like out of NY.
idk where yet, but i have to get out of here.
i had a blast in NP. it was great seeing Liss and Kelly and Mel... but while we were driving thru town, i kept on getting glimpses of mine and Mike's trip up there.
it's like, no matter where i go, i'm reminded of him; and it actually hurts. there's a pain in my chest that just wont go away. it's there when i go to sleep, it's there when i wake up, its there when i'm driving alone, when i'm hanging out with my friends.
anyway. the point is.. i have to get out of here.
now the question is... where do i go?
i have a college transfer meeting on November 26th.... it's the 2 year anniversary of my Dad's death.
maybe something will happen.