heating pads are awesome
friggen i dont even really have anything to write. i think i say that eveyrtime but then i just fuckin babble on. but if you dont like it who said you had to read it?
im home at 9:30 on a friday night and this doesnt happen! but i kinda like it. actually i do like it cuz i dont have to be here if i didnt want to be.but im so tired and cold and i just want to be at my home. plus my dad is in p land and i hate leaving mymommy home alone cuz i feel llike she's lonely even though she's not cuz she has codi and whitnee.
haha i fuckin hate the name whitney. who would name there kid that ... WHITNEE is my doggie and shes the shiz though. but id never name a human whitney. haha.
loveeeeee itttttttttt
i havent done much latley just cuz i've been so tired and overwhelmed i feel like.
we looked at an apartment today and i think we might like it. that'd be cool if we got it. its gonna be weird not living off my parents. haha but i think i can handle it.
i dont understand so much sometimes. and i just wish i didnt even THINK about stupid shit but i DO and i dont know why. like why do i think about these guys that i dont really care THAT much about but i do but i just wish that i could get them out of my head..... or atleast know what these BOYS are thinking...or boyyyyyy....
hmmm i guess i'll never know. cuz i know i wont ever bring anything up ... fuckin oh well.
whatever's meant to be will be! true?
true.
i think im gonna go to bed..
cuz tomorrow will be fun :)
- good night -
-this quote friggen is so true and it reminds me so much of YOU and it makes me cry...
'the hardest part about watching someone change right in front of your eyes...
is remembering how they once were.
--imissyou--
-the old you-
im home at 9:30 on a friday night and this doesnt happen! but i kinda like it. actually i do like it cuz i dont have to be here if i didnt want to be.but im so tired and cold and i just want to be at my home. plus my dad is in p land and i hate leaving mymommy home alone cuz i feel llike she's lonely even though she's not cuz she has codi and whitnee.
haha i fuckin hate the name whitney. who would name there kid that ... WHITNEE is my doggie and shes the shiz though. but id never name a human whitney. haha.
loveeeeee itttttttttt
i havent done much latley just cuz i've been so tired and overwhelmed i feel like.
we looked at an apartment today and i think we might like it. that'd be cool if we got it. its gonna be weird not living off my parents. haha but i think i can handle it.
i dont understand so much sometimes. and i just wish i didnt even THINK about stupid shit but i DO and i dont know why. like why do i think about these guys that i dont really care THAT much about but i do but i just wish that i could get them out of my head..... or atleast know what these BOYS are thinking...or boyyyyyy....
hmmm i guess i'll never know. cuz i know i wont ever bring anything up ... fuckin oh well.
whatever's meant to be will be! true?
true.
i think im gonna go to bed..
cuz tomorrow will be fun :)
- good night -
-this quote friggen is so true and it reminds me so much of YOU and it makes me cry...
'the hardest part about watching someone change right in front of your eyes...
is remembering how they once were.
--imissyou--
-the old you-