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So many things that should last forever - I can now see for what the really are. Impermanent. When I contribute so much and devote myself so entirely - I expect so much in return. I expect to have something that will last. Not only memories, but progress in life - together. Memories are great, but possibly not worth everything I put into this. But if memories are all I can retain - its better than nothing at all. Of course I'd prefer to keep this going. I just don't see how you can so easily turn your back. You must be just as afraid as I am, I know you aren't emotionless. I saw it in your face because I cared enough to look. And now I wonder if you did too?