Isolation...
I feel...well... isolated. I mean, I've never really had that many friends, and I don't really hang out with the one's I do have all that often... weekends pretty much. I think what brought this on was hanging out with Tamara last night and talking... because tonight coming home to no-one to talk to/ hang out with is... well, ...lot's of empty space. If I recall correctly though; I don't think I've really ever been too good at "alone"... I crave interaction... heh, "faux interaction whore, pariahs". Damn and blast my contemptible upbringing as a social creature. *smile*
Also, I was thinking about the "ending" of long term relationships and I was thinking that perhaps the... one of, the reasons it's so awkward is that your brain gets wired to working with the other persons brain... they work in unison and "share" responsibilities... and when that other brain isn't there you're brain has to begin processing things it got used to the other brain doing. Hence the feeling of being "overwhelmed". Yes... all I'm after are your brainmeats to do my thinking for me. Why?... so I can think about other things of course. *laugh* thoughts? anyone know of any studies that have been done on this?
Also, I was thinking about the "ending" of long term relationships and I was thinking that perhaps the... one of, the reasons it's so awkward is that your brain gets wired to working with the other persons brain... they work in unison and "share" responsibilities... and when that other brain isn't there you're brain has to begin processing things it got used to the other brain doing. Hence the feeling of being "overwhelmed". Yes... all I'm after are your brainmeats to do my thinking for me. Why?... so I can think about other things of course. *laugh* thoughts? anyone know of any studies that have been done on this?