Writer in Inproductive-land [is this really what adults call life?]
Come on, this is getting ridiculous…
I am still running out of time, even though I keep seeing free time for me. I actually misread my class schedule and deluded myself I could do something else this afternoon, but I wasn’t blessed. I had a tight 09:15 am to 18:00 pm run from one building to another and left me totally exhausted.
I discovered that the woman that needed the translations didn’t actually need the German half, which rendered me in the most awkward position in the world. I was charging her for something she didn’t order at all. Awkward! But she will pay and I simply dread meeting her this Thursday to collect the fee. God what miscommunication via a third person can cause. Not to mention the fact that I lost valuable time to translate it and the fact that it wasn’t needed and only added me stress is unbelievable. I am annoyed with myself.
I need to get organized and not lazy at all. My mom is sounding the alarm “Are you seriously going to pull it off - work and study and be good at both” and I begin to second her opinion, but I am the only man in the family now and it is time to man up. Plus I am tired of being afraid how far in debt we are going to get or whether we will pass the month and the issue with me feeling inferior. Subconscious mind is an annoying thing.
*Sigh*