ever see your life unfold faster than you can hold on to?

[daydreamingofme]

my life is finally about to change - i guess i have always wanted to have a big adventure but now that it's here im not going to lie - im scared. more like terrified. as much as i want to believe that i am independent, i realize now that i'm not even close. i guess i just have to keep telling myself - you can do it...'you can do it' it's sort of ironic. i mean i finally get to find out who i am so maybe finally i can stop daydreaming of me. maybe ignorance is bliss? well its now time for me to grow up which i have to say is the most frightening thing that has ever happened to me. so maybe peter pan was right - maybe its better to stay as a child? but i guess that i can't really avoid this..its not like i can fly/have magical powers. so to everyone terrified out there..WE CAN DO IT (or at least hope we can). so i guess we all have the face the music one day and my day is very soon. Just knowing that maybe this is read or not read its nice to put it out there that everyone can feel scared sometimes and that we can get through whatever life throws at us. the hardest part of that is trying to convince yourself that. i think the one quote that will always be in mind when i think about change is that "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent" - Eleanore Roosevelt. im not even gonna lie - definitely first heard this quote from princess diaries but it means something to me now. its this quote that will help me get through life.

take a chance. live a little. 
i cannot emphasize how ironic this is coming from me but u no what..i have to start somewhere. so to everyone going through changes in their life - try to have fun doing it.

xo