I need some prayer kids
Well, I don't know what to say....I feel turned upside down. I've been going on and on how my relationship is going great with courtney. It still is, I brought up something this weekend to her, and she totally reacted the right way. It was awesome to see for the first time someone react in a loving manner. Unlike every time that I do that I usually apologize and blame the subject matter on myself. I didn't even have to wait for it. She just said, "I'm sorry." And she actually and full heartly meant it, you could so feel it in the way she said it.
On to what is bothering me....
I got the strangest feeling last night at her house. I felt that I should break it off with her. I don't know why. It's not that I can't. Cause I trust God enough to rip my heart in two again. But I want to make sure it's Him talking and not me just being scared. So if you all could, please pray for me. Pray that it be clear to me what I need to do. Pray that His will be done first and not mine. I'm scared to hurt her, but I know He is the healer. I'm just kinda unsure about it, and need direction. Well now I'm just rambling, so please, please pray for me.
Sincerely,
Ross
On to what is bothering me....
I got the strangest feeling last night at her house. I felt that I should break it off with her. I don't know why. It's not that I can't. Cause I trust God enough to rip my heart in two again. But I want to make sure it's Him talking and not me just being scared. So if you all could, please pray for me. Pray that it be clear to me what I need to do. Pray that His will be done first and not mine. I'm scared to hurt her, but I know He is the healer. I'm just kinda unsure about it, and need direction. Well now I'm just rambling, so please, please pray for me.
Sincerely,
Ross