huh? poetry?

[daydreaminchic]

I loved and I lost,
without even knowing what I was competing for.
Yes, I lost,
because loving is losing.
Yes, I loved,
because loving was living.

I don't play anymore,
for I still don't know what I'm chasing
and for I'm still losing.
I don't join games
I'm not meant to win.

(PS: Sorry about the crappy poetry. I'm really sleepy and my brains have probably melted two hours ago.)