Apr 20, 2004 18:05
God i jus wanna have independence!!!!! My mother (whom i love dearly) comes w/ e home from skool (she doesnt pick me up we meet @ a certain station). So it waz goin iight till feel like im being babysat!!!!!!!!!! The only spare time i get 2 myself is right now (which by the way ma sis usually rags w/ me). I feel sooooooooooooo & like they dont trust me. I mean im soo depressed about it. I feel like such a child. First of all we (me mom sis) hang out every weekend........... ok i can deal w/ dat but n0w people stare@ me....... cuz im older and i should b chillin w/ ma homies. I kn0 i should b thanxful but cum on!!!!!!!!!!!! Im growing up & they needa accept dat!!!!! OMG!!! *sigh* *sigh*
Im jus gettin really really really fed up. They dont even wan me 2 b on the internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont get me wrong ........... i chill w/ ma freinds but we live far apart so its difficult 2 chill often. Help me!
Fuck fuck, *sigh, sigh*
Life is unfair
jenny