Tap on My Window.. knock on my door.. I wanna make you feel beautiful
Well... I hated my day.
It was filled with tears.
I hate it when people are in horrible moods. I hate it when families don't treat each other right.. I hate it when the person I care so much for feels hurt..
I feel hurt right now. I hate stupid fucking skanky girls with thier low goddamn self esteem thinking they have to get with every damn boy there is.. I hate it even more when the one I love keeps talking to one..
I wish he would stop.. I wish he would stop talking to her. I know how she is and it makes me sick to my stomach that he talks to her. I'm sure it's not anything serious.. but just the fact that I know HER and how she IS.
So I'm sitting here.. listening to my Linkin Park.. I used to be in thier big assed fan club.. then my parents quit paying for it. It was 20 bucks or something like that.. a year that is.
Anyways.. here comes out my poetic side guys.. you ready??
I feel so sad.. I wish you weren't sarcastic with me when I don't need it. I wish you wouldn't keep throwing in the things that hurt me and realize that I am completely sensitive and fragile. I would consider myself as a piece of glass because I will easily break down.. what can you expect with me though?
I am this horrible troubled teenage girl.. I break down into these tantrums that make me seem like this immature little bitch which I'm not. I have gone through so much.. I hate it all.. and I am soo fucking fragile.
I'm sorry you have to deal with it.. all my little insecurities.. I wish I would never push my problems on you but you always make me feel so... fucking good about everything..I wish .. you wouldn't do this.
I wish it would stop..You know exactly what to say to make me feel weak.. to make my stomach churn and teh tears burn in my eyes..Like right now.. I wanna talk to you.. But I gotta wait.. till you're ready..
I just wait and wait for you.. so long.. all the time. I don't mind the wait. I don't. Just as long as you love me.. right now I feel rejected.. alone.. scared.. I feel so horribly scared..
It was filled with tears.
I hate it when people are in horrible moods. I hate it when families don't treat each other right.. I hate it when the person I care so much for feels hurt..
I feel hurt right now. I hate stupid fucking skanky girls with thier low goddamn self esteem thinking they have to get with every damn boy there is.. I hate it even more when the one I love keeps talking to one..
I wish he would stop.. I wish he would stop talking to her. I know how she is and it makes me sick to my stomach that he talks to her. I'm sure it's not anything serious.. but just the fact that I know HER and how she IS.
So I'm sitting here.. listening to my Linkin Park.. I used to be in thier big assed fan club.. then my parents quit paying for it. It was 20 bucks or something like that.. a year that is.
Anyways.. here comes out my poetic side guys.. you ready??
I feel so sad.. I wish you weren't sarcastic with me when I don't need it. I wish you wouldn't keep throwing in the things that hurt me and realize that I am completely sensitive and fragile. I would consider myself as a piece of glass because I will easily break down.. what can you expect with me though?
I am this horrible troubled teenage girl.. I break down into these tantrums that make me seem like this immature little bitch which I'm not. I have gone through so much.. I hate it all.. and I am soo fucking fragile.
I'm sorry you have to deal with it.. all my little insecurities.. I wish I would never push my problems on you but you always make me feel so... fucking good about everything..I wish .. you wouldn't do this.
I wish it would stop..You know exactly what to say to make me feel weak.. to make my stomach churn and teh tears burn in my eyes..Like right now.. I wanna talk to you.. But I gotta wait.. till you're ready..
I just wait and wait for you.. so long.. all the time. I don't mind the wait. I don't. Just as long as you love me.. right now I feel rejected.. alone.. scared.. I feel so horribly scared..