Huge update!
Well hello. I'm sorry that I haven't updated in this thing forever. But I had the sudden urge to go back here and read what has been happening to Ms. Erica Englert. =) I love you girl. But there has been so much that has been happening to me recently, the smoke has finally cleared and I know what is happening in my life.
First off, I have this wonderful boyfriend named Zachary Taylor. He is a year younger than me, which means he isn't 21 yet and won't be until November. But we have been dating for 3 months now, yes that is right it is our three month anniversary. We aren't doing anything special for it, which is ok with me because there is no reason to do it. Like he got me a promise ring for the summer, to let me know that even we live apart we are still together, when I get lonely I should look at the ring and I will know how much he loves me. =) He met all of my friends from home and my family and they all seem to get along. (Which by the way, Ms. Englert we have to get together so that you can meet Mr. Taylor!) My room mate Taryn thinks that we are going to get married and have lots of babies, which puts a smile on my face. Also it makes me think about marriage and kids.
Do I want them? Yes I do. I want a family of mine own, to call mine. I've been having sleepovers with Zach and I love falling asleep on his chest and waking up, seeing him smile at me. A lot of people who are outside of my relationship have been telling me that things between have moving too fast that this isn't how things between me and Mr. Taylor should be. And I look at them, how can they judge my relationship? How can they tell me that things are moving so fast when they haven't been in relationships before? And I think that maybe I could have a family with Zach. He is something different, something special. I think I finally know what it is to be with someone who wants the same things out of life.
Graduation is coming up soon, and well you know that means. I am entering the "real" world and joining the work force, because I have too. I don't want to go back for more school, I am so sick of it. Enough already I keep saying!!! But I can't help but think about all the good friends that I made up here and how much I am going to miss them. 4 years at the same school, some people can't do that, but here I am. I am graduating with a major/degree in Business Economics. So what will I do with that degree? Hopefully I will work for a huge firm, and makes lots of money and will be able to enjoy my life for once. I need to buy a house since my dad wants me out of his when I am done with school, he has no more legal obligations to me. 'Tis true. I really wish my Mom was around. She would help me out. She would help me decide which job I should take, help me pick out the perfect house, and actually get to meet Zach. I am sure she would have liked him, after all he loves hockey. =) Which was always a plus with my Mom.
Things are moving so quickly and so heckly that I'm not sure that I will be able to keep up with it. But I am sure that I can. After all, all I have to do is believe in myself, right? Isn't that what all those Disney movies taught us when we were kids? haha. Well I am sure that even if I may not think that I can do it, I know that Zach believes in me. =) I guess that is all that I will need to make it through this hard, cruel world. ha.
First off, I have this wonderful boyfriend named Zachary Taylor. He is a year younger than me, which means he isn't 21 yet and won't be until November. But we have been dating for 3 months now, yes that is right it is our three month anniversary. We aren't doing anything special for it, which is ok with me because there is no reason to do it. Like he got me a promise ring for the summer, to let me know that even we live apart we are still together, when I get lonely I should look at the ring and I will know how much he loves me. =) He met all of my friends from home and my family and they all seem to get along. (Which by the way, Ms. Englert we have to get together so that you can meet Mr. Taylor!) My room mate Taryn thinks that we are going to get married and have lots of babies, which puts a smile on my face. Also it makes me think about marriage and kids.
Do I want them? Yes I do. I want a family of mine own, to call mine. I've been having sleepovers with Zach and I love falling asleep on his chest and waking up, seeing him smile at me. A lot of people who are outside of my relationship have been telling me that things between have moving too fast that this isn't how things between me and Mr. Taylor should be. And I look at them, how can they judge my relationship? How can they tell me that things are moving so fast when they haven't been in relationships before? And I think that maybe I could have a family with Zach. He is something different, something special. I think I finally know what it is to be with someone who wants the same things out of life.
Graduation is coming up soon, and well you know that means. I am entering the "real" world and joining the work force, because I have too. I don't want to go back for more school, I am so sick of it. Enough already I keep saying!!! But I can't help but think about all the good friends that I made up here and how much I am going to miss them. 4 years at the same school, some people can't do that, but here I am. I am graduating with a major/degree in Business Economics. So what will I do with that degree? Hopefully I will work for a huge firm, and makes lots of money and will be able to enjoy my life for once. I need to buy a house since my dad wants me out of his when I am done with school, he has no more legal obligations to me. 'Tis true. I really wish my Mom was around. She would help me out. She would help me decide which job I should take, help me pick out the perfect house, and actually get to meet Zach. I am sure she would have liked him, after all he loves hockey. =) Which was always a plus with my Mom.
Things are moving so quickly and so heckly that I'm not sure that I will be able to keep up with it. But I am sure that I can. After all, all I have to do is believe in myself, right? Isn't that what all those Disney movies taught us when we were kids? haha. Well I am sure that even if I may not think that I can do it, I know that Zach believes in me. =) I guess that is all that I will need to make it through this hard, cruel world. ha.