Sep 16, 2006 13:16
Wow, I have definitely not written in here. Wow, so there are some things to catch up about. Well first off, my 21st birthday went over with a smash. I have some great friends. Jen, and Mike, Stephanie and her Mike they were the people that I love to hang out with this summer. I was more or less the fifth wheel. =( Oh well. You live and you learn. But this summer I definitely worked my ass off, and I have no money to prove it. Since I had to buy all new things. Like a LCD TV and a Ipod and a new digital camera. Because my old one made me feel less technological. I also went clothes shopping like crazy! I have definitely crossed the line between non-emo to emo. Which I have to say, "come join the dark side". haha. I made a NEW best friend her name is Nicole, and ever since I was switch to the sales floor at Target we became instant friends. Nicole and me came up with a lot of new inside jokes. which I absolute loved. There wasn't a night that the two of us weren't working together. We really bonded over the fact that we looooooooove horror movies, and we both looooooooove Resident Evil. So the whole time we were working and if the both of us had walkies, we would be over the walkies calling to each other in secret code. It was great and wonderful. Slowly people who knew Resident Evil were breaking our codes. But then we would do other stupid shit...like in Scream. "What is your favorite scary movie?" "POKEMON!" haha. We were special, and I am glad that I got to know her over the summer. So when I come back in the winter time, I think I am going to ask if I can get transfered out onto the salesfloor. Just I could always be with Nicole and we can do more stupid shit like that.
So what about my lovelife? Did I have one this summer? There were potentials, in my book. But there is only one that I really wanted. But I never got. =( So let's go back and see these "potentials". One of them me and Nicole called Wesker or what me and Jessica called Charlie Brown. It all started in like June, when he would always be where I was. And it was creeping me out. LIKE WOAH! Everyone would be like so what is going on between you and Wesker...and I would be like what?! que!? I have no idea. Then they would go and ask him, even some of his closest friends would be like...so Cynthia do you like her? IT'S LIKE COME ON YOU ASSHOLES! If we liked each other then you could ask those questions. The this guy nothing happened with...I was at a party for work. Like in the movie Waiting, and I was sitting outside on the bench, talking to him getting to know a fellow team member. And everyone is accusing me that we hooked up that night! OH MY GOD! Get a life. And what made it more awkward, was after that night we never talked again. Because he was so drunk, I bet he believed those lies. Then there was my first time in a bar, and I got htis free drink from a guy, and then we started to make-out. Yeah, I am a whore. Anyways, then there was where my best friend thought that me and her brother would look cute together. Like because her parents had the same names as us. (rolls eyes). He brother is attractive, I will give him that, but I don't know if we would ever start dating. And now, finally for the one that I really wanted. The one that I jealous because some girl was movin' in on my territory. You can ask Jess, she woudl keep me inform about the whole situation. She would be like the she-devil is back, and this time she is flirting. It was fun to watch, when I walked up to him at work and he would stop whatever he was doing basically to talk to me. =) It made me feel special. Not that I am not already special. But EVEN MORE! haha The only thing that I think I was upset about when I got transfer to softlines, was that I didn't get to see him every single day. I think the best part was when a lot of people thought we were dating. And trying the tell people that they are wrong at Target is a big no-no. But he was the one that I think that I wanted to be with the most, and the one that seemed to slip away. =(
Now I am in my senior year of college and there is a lot that I have done. For instance, I have been civil. Or at least in my case I think what is civil. I feel sort of childish because I won't do events that include a certain someone. Just because I don't want to ruin other people's nights. And I know I would if I ended up going. Like for instance my friends wanted me to play a card game, but I know that if I played there would have ended up being fighting and what not. So therefore, I took myself out of the equation. My classes this semester all seem to be easy. Except for all the projects that are due. Why did I take all 300 level courses this semester? I got a new haircut, and a new love in my life. Little Zoolander, he is a swimmin' around his bowl, looking ridiculously good-looking.But other then that, that was how I have been so far. I hope you enjoyed the update!