Wow...senior life ahead of me.
So there is a lot that I can say, but I am not. My feelings for people and life outside of Potsdam has grown a lot. I am missing my friends from home a lot more as time goes by. Because I have a feeling after I graduate here I will lose contact with people here. So why not cut myself sooner, so the pain isn't so great you know? People tell me I am a little over dramatic, and in return I tell you to kiss my ass. The only two people I think that have a feeling for what or who I am are my room mates here besides my friends at home. (And of course Erica =)) I've been told that I have changed from last semester over into this one. And I think to myself a lot before I go to sleep and wonder how did I change? For all I know is that you could see me a little angrier quicker. But I think that was about it. Also about changing this semester, apparently I have lost weight. Well that is according to Amy, Megan and Taryn. And last night when we were eating with Craig (me and Taryn that is), he was like "woah, did you lose like 30 pounds?!" I was left speechless at the Chinese buffett, but I shortly answered with, "i don't think I have." And of course Taryn chriped in with "Yeah she has. She just doesn't know it yet." It was fun to hang out with Craig again. I have missed that, and I definitely know that Taryn has been missing him a lot this semester. So this semester as a general warning to people, I did fairly well. I have a 4 in a 3 credit class. Woo hoo! I just want to pat myself on the back because I did it. No one else. I didn't go and get help. Which once again is turning by head away from being an economist. And maybe I want to give law a try. I mean I love it...and I would love to be someone's lawyer because mine really sucked at my car accident case. But oh well. I still got a hefty chunk of cash from it. It's bad enough now I am getting an economic minor and I believe a history minor under my belt. =/ I just work to hard I believe. I am taking some fun class next semester let me tell you. I have Ancient Middle East, Health Economics, Corporate Law, 3 gym classes, and a writing class. Yippee! I hate writing. I really do. It doesn't help that I have a defect that I just learned about in 2004. You would be surprise the secrets your mom can hide about you. And apparently I got the defect from my father, my father the genisus that has a Ph.D under his belt. How maybe kids can say that my dad has a Ph.D under his belt for Computer Sciences. I know I can. And half the kids in my highschool had no idea what the hell a Ph.D was. Fuckin' Brentwood. I get to say, I am a senior next year. I am a senior. =) I will be graduating in May of 2007!! Then starts the wonderful experience of me going out into the "real" world and getting a job that is related to my degree. I don't want to be like some people that have a degree in one thing and end up in a entirely different line of work. I want to make the big dollars. I really do. I want to get back onto Long Island, and live near Jen Jen and make some money. Of course, hopefully when I go home this summer, I also will be getting a boyfriend. =D Thanks to the wonderful Jen Jen. I love to be set up. Also I love going to your final at 8 in the morning on a day like today, and it being cancel. That is right, no final. =) So I wonder what grade I will get in Earth Science a 3.0. That would be wonderful, and delicious. Yes...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm delicious. haha. Well I shall be going for now, I have another final today. Boo! Then my love is leaving me. =( But this summer will be filled with me calling her, her calling me. =) joyness!