Time it was, and what a time it was
I made a new sn, and it makes me so very happy. It's musicnsduetbettr. Now, I'm not sure if i'll be getting rid of singinsweetie120, because that requires change and there has been too much of that going on recently, so most likley i'll alternate or something because i'm not yet ready to part with a sn so dear to me...o man i'm talking about my sn like it's a part of my body or something....get a life Kristen. Well anyway just thought i'd throw that out there.
Gradation was surreal. It was like walking through a dream kinda. I was really happy with how I sang however. I usually feel as though, ug I could have done better, which is a good thing, it keeps you modest, on your toes and always craving something better from yourself. No matter what, I know that i can always do better. It's a good way to be I think, it keeps you in a reality check and it helps you to improve yourself. Aside from that however I really feel like it all went well, and I was so happy with how it went because I just let go and I had fun with it. I was so nerveous for the first few notes, but then I just felt thios surge of gratitude and happiness, bliss and confidence and I just let myself go. Damn I am so excited for college. I can't wait to be immersed in music school and all that will go with it. I am so ready to be at the bottom and to see and hear everyone around me as superior, because that will give me something to strive and work for, because i know I have SUCH a long way to come, and I am SO excited and looking forward to that journey. I got some of my classes already, I have 10 so far and that's just in the school of music, eeeep i'm nerveous but oh I cannot wait to get started, well actually yes I can somewhat, for the carefree days of summer have begun, and for the next month and a half, i'm just gonna chillax, and oh it will be SO good.
I had the time of my life in High School, and I have those amazing memories that will always and forever be dear to me. Thinking about this next chapter however makes me so excited and I know that i have the exoeriences, love and friendships to back me up from Hs as I continue on, and those gifts will never die or be far from me. The people that I love and the moments that we shared will always be a part of me, and that is enough, i have no regrets I don't think and I am more than satisfied, I am completley fulfilled with the past 18 years of my life. Yeah i'm scared, i'm petrified for what is to come after august 19, and so is everyone else...if you tolde me otherwise then you would be lying. But I mean I just think about whats out there and i'm so looking forward to venturing into it all. For now thought, summer is here, and i'm going to enjoy every moment of it because come the end of august, i'll be working so hard, it's insane. I just feel so lucky to have made it this far and to have this life that i do. Gosh that sounds corny, but man I mean it, I feel so blessed, I think we all should fee that way. We did it, and we should feel so blessed and so overjoyed that we made it this far and that we have become and are becomming the people that we are.
So anyway, summer has officially begun *sighs in relief* wahooooooooooooooo
~Kris
Gradation was surreal. It was like walking through a dream kinda. I was really happy with how I sang however. I usually feel as though, ug I could have done better, which is a good thing, it keeps you modest, on your toes and always craving something better from yourself. No matter what, I know that i can always do better. It's a good way to be I think, it keeps you in a reality check and it helps you to improve yourself. Aside from that however I really feel like it all went well, and I was so happy with how it went because I just let go and I had fun with it. I was so nerveous for the first few notes, but then I just felt thios surge of gratitude and happiness, bliss and confidence and I just let myself go. Damn I am so excited for college. I can't wait to be immersed in music school and all that will go with it. I am so ready to be at the bottom and to see and hear everyone around me as superior, because that will give me something to strive and work for, because i know I have SUCH a long way to come, and I am SO excited and looking forward to that journey. I got some of my classes already, I have 10 so far and that's just in the school of music, eeeep i'm nerveous but oh I cannot wait to get started, well actually yes I can somewhat, for the carefree days of summer have begun, and for the next month and a half, i'm just gonna chillax, and oh it will be SO good.
I had the time of my life in High School, and I have those amazing memories that will always and forever be dear to me. Thinking about this next chapter however makes me so excited and I know that i have the exoeriences, love and friendships to back me up from Hs as I continue on, and those gifts will never die or be far from me. The people that I love and the moments that we shared will always be a part of me, and that is enough, i have no regrets I don't think and I am more than satisfied, I am completley fulfilled with the past 18 years of my life. Yeah i'm scared, i'm petrified for what is to come after august 19, and so is everyone else...if you tolde me otherwise then you would be lying. But I mean I just think about whats out there and i'm so looking forward to venturing into it all. For now thought, summer is here, and i'm going to enjoy every moment of it because come the end of august, i'll be working so hard, it's insane. I just feel so lucky to have made it this far and to have this life that i do. Gosh that sounds corny, but man I mean it, I feel so blessed, I think we all should fee that way. We did it, and we should feel so blessed and so overjoyed that we made it this far and that we have become and are becomming the people that we are.
So anyway, summer has officially begun *sighs in relief* wahooooooooooooooo
~Kris