Night of stars

Jun 22, 2004 10:49

Look up into the midnight sky
Together we’ll count the stars
Let’s get lost in the Milky Way
And vow never to return
Can u hold me tightly so I won’t fall
Will you help me to fly into forever
Because with you I feel as thought I can do anything
A pocket full of stars
I crave to feel close to my body
We are lost together inside of darkness
A sprinkle of light all we see
I rely on the glow of you eyes
So I won’t get lost inside of nothing
Our two bodies become one as we soar through the midnight sky
We venture into everything and nothing
And we laugh at the beauty of this night
And ourselves
And everything is perfect, and beautiful
I’ll curtsy to the north star
And we will waltz together before the moonlight
And after our craving for stardust has been satisfied
We glide back to earth
And although it feels as though we had never left
We have the memories of our journey through the stars
And that no one can take away from us
And every night after that we will long to fly again
But you’re only allowed this gift once in a lifetime
And our time is through
Lovely memories and images dance in my head every night
And then the tears come
Because our time is over
And not meant to be again
But I have no regrets
My love has no regrets
And there is no one in this world that I would have rather used
My one flight among the stars with than you
And I will lay down in the grass and watch from below how they twinkle
And remember how I love you
And cry just a little
Through the laughter
Of the vivid dancing we did among the stars
And it was worth it
It was all worth it
And I wouldn’t go back and change anything
Every moment was worth it

I love summer. I love the freedom of staying out until 2 in the morning to watch the stars. I love being able to have time to walk and think and reflect. i love being limited to only several thousand sunsets. I love having the time to appreicate how beautiful it all is and remembering everything that I have experienced and being happy about it. I love having The time to be with those i love, and I love ahving the time to get to know myself a little bit better. I love that my only worry is who I will be luckiy enough to spend the day with and if the stars will be as breathtaking tonight as they were last night. I love having the time and energy to be poetic and thoughtful and silly all at the same time. I love it all. I wish it could last forever and then some.

i feel as though during the school year i am so busy with running a=in every way possible that i don't have time to analyze what i'm feeling and who I am. i have changed so much this year, and now i am just realizing it. things like starwatching and natural appreciation have become so very important to me. Being thankful for everything I have and learning to savor each moment of each day has become a part of me. Learning to love and accept myself for who I am has begun it's process and i'm a happier person because of it. i'm learning to be me and not be scared by who that is. i have learned that there is nothing more improtant in life than friendship and love, not school, not work, nothing. i have grown to value becautiful things over the necessary things and I wouldn't have it any other way. I guess some may say this change in me is bad, but it's not as though I don;t care about school and work and responsability it's just that there is so much more to life and findding a balance between the two instead of constant worry is what I have been findin in myself and I love it. i am accepting who I am and finding out exactly what and who that is and what I want from my life. i want love more than anything else. I want love and friendship and a family and happiness and time to still appreciate everything I love. I want to be the best person I can be. I want to be strong and loving and good in every way possible. I want to be this way for me, to know that I am worth something, and throughout this year i have realized that I am. I am happier that I have ever been. I like getting to know myself. I like asking myself questions and I like what I am becomming. sp=o many changes have occured this year and so much happiness and pain and it's been difficult and heart wrenching to say the least, but i would never go back and change it becuase it has made me a stronger and a truer person and i thank God for that. I finally feel as though i'm growing up and slowly crossing the line between child and adult, finally. I guess my overall realization is that it's not dress and actions and what you do that makes you mature and grown up persay, It's knowing who you are and what you want and who you want to become, and I am slowly finding that out and it sits very well with me. I'm excited for my future, more than i have ever been, and i'm not as scared anymore, i'm getting comfortable and it feels right. I finally feel right and i'm happy and that's how I know that everything will be alright and i'm on the right path to wherever i'm going.
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