Intoxicating
I'm a little more than intrigued this time. I've stumbled upon love again. Fresh and new. Its liberating and exciting. Its like I've waited my whole life for this moment. "You consume my thoughts. And I like it." I forgot how intoxicating love is. I can't really explain it. I forgot what it was like to be this happy. I'm not running this time. I found something good and I'm not walking away from it. I'm embracing the moment. Embracing the feelings. I'm embracing the future and all it has to offer. I'm walking away from the past. I'm walking away from all doubts and fears. I've learned to love myself and be me without any strings attached. I've learned to love myself so that I can love others. I've walked through the dark to find light in the world. My happiness is infinite. Its like seeing life for the first time- again. Life is piecing itself back together again. The wounds are healed. I'm inhaling a new breath of fresh air. I'm taking the first step towards the rest of my life. I've found something I can't explain. I'm discovering feelings I never knew existed. The world is at my fingertips. I'm taking my first step- for myself. I'm stepping into loving arms. I've found my match and can't be beat. And soon I will be taking a sweeping bow at the past and letting the curtain close. Fin.