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I really need to get out of Bend. This is going to be the longest 2 months of my life. I would move this month if I had the money to pay for rent until school started. I need a fresh start more than anything right now. I need to get away from my family, away from all the memories here in Bend, away from all the same people I have been with my whole life. I need the city again. Coming home has been relaxing up until now. Now I just want out- I need to make something of myself now instead of staying the the rut I'm in here. I need to somehow meet some new people- although I'm not entirely sure how that is possible in Bend, Oregon. I hate that my life is such a routine right now. Its the same thing every week, the same people, the same crap. I can't even sit down with a random person at a coffee shop without them knowing someone I know. Its highly irritating. I can't escape the life I have had here or the memories that follow every place I go. I need out.