Trying to communicate
I don't know how to communicate with you anymore. All we ever do is fight. I don't want to lose you but if all we are ever going to be able to do is scream at each other than I'm not sure its entirely worth it. I need happiness in my life again. I wish I felt happy when I was with you, but the result is always the same. Emotions, anger, yelling, tears. I'm not sure I can do it much longer. I care about you deeply, but I'm not sure how much more of this I can do. We are both at fault, but we are both so damn stubborn sometimes it just seems impossible to find common ground. I wish we could just talk like we use to. But I'm not sure we'll ever get that back.
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