Stop pushing.
I'm so sick of feeling this way. About you. About us. About everything. I need to feel like you still want me. I need to know that I'm important. But I need you to be understanding. I can't do this by myself, even though you seem to think I can. You have no idea how I feel right now. No one does.
I know 2 weeks doesn't sound that long. But after these past 4 days....
I just need to know that you still want me there, and you don't just want a way out. Because I just feel like all you are doing is pushing me away. And it really hurts right now.
I think I'm going to go curl up and watch Moulin Rouge again and (more than likely) cry myself to sleep- because that's what I do now.
I know 2 weeks doesn't sound that long. But after these past 4 days....
I just need to know that you still want me there, and you don't just want a way out. Because I just feel like all you are doing is pushing me away. And it really hurts right now.
I think I'm going to go curl up and watch Moulin Rouge again and (more than likely) cry myself to sleep- because that's what I do now.