Aug 12, 2006 02:21
For those of you who want to know all the juicy details of my first date, i put it into a cut so those who already know or dont give a flying orgasm can skip over it, so here ye be, scurvy horngemungers...
ok, so this is how it went. We got there, exchanged the awkward hug, and "uh...hi" and stuff like that. Went upstairs into the theatre. (Got ditched by Rachel and Chris for like 5 minutes, but the previews were playing so there wasn't much time for awkward small talk.) Chris kept telling me to make a move, but i didnt know what to do, really, so i just kind of fiddled around a bit. After a while, Chris leaned over and said
Chris: You guys are on the date, and Rachel and I are doing more touching than you!
Me: You dont think i've noticed that? -_-
Erik Leans In: I heard that...
*puts arm around me and pulls me towards him*
So we continued cuddling for a bit and laughing at the fact that rachel and chris were molesting each other, so it was fun. We then proceeded to Ben and Jerry's for ice cream (i got a smoothie) and there was a point where erik had a spoonful and whipped cream and offered it to me, but instead of taking it by the handle, I basically just swooped down on it with my mouth and he was smiling the whole time.
We proceeded home to go swimming where erik met Mom and Kailey (Glad i got that out of the way) and after a short swim we came home and started to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Erik and i were basically cuddling the whole time and everytime i had to get up to do something, i kind of pulled me back and said "No, dont leave me" It was so cute. When it was time for him to leave, he gave me a hug in front of chris, went over to the trash can and threw something out and because the trash is out of sight line area for the living room, he gave me a tighter, closer hug so chris wouldn't see.
Afterwards, i got on the internet and he said he couldn't stop thinking about me, and all the sweet little nothings you could think of. he's so amazing.
I dont really know what to do right now. So many feelings. First Date.....Wow...I'm finally growing up. Soon i'm going to be 16. I dont know how i'm feeling. It's so strange what 6 hours in a day can do to you. We're going out again on monday. Details later, no purchase necessary. We're so keen on getting "us" up and running, and we want to keep it going for a long time, and that's what we've decided.
I'm so, i dont even know.
i miss him already.
i dont want to turn into one of those annoying girlfriends, who only talk about their boyfriends, who only do stuff with their boyfriends, who, if their boyfriend is in the room, is hanging all over him. I hate those girlfriends.
Sarah's Emotions at the current moment:
Sad
Happy
Horny
Excited
Anxious
Nervous
Terrified
Cautious
Loved
Beautiful
Aware