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"I'm sorry about everything. I'm sorry if you thought that after last night, things were made up. Before you can fix things with anyone else, you need to fix things with yourself. This hating of yourself has gone on for far too long. I don't want to repeat what I have said before, or what Andrew told you. So please, just give some thought to everything we have all said, because no matter what you think, we really don't hate you or want anything but happiness for you.
I hope you will find what you are so desperately looking for. "
Okay. Here we go. After my night last night and reading the above this morning I've come to a decison. I am going to change my life. Five years of being miserable is long enough. It's time to move on. I can't do this on my own though, so phone calls and emails, or comments with words of love, advice, support, etc would be wonderful.
Wish me luck. Today is going to be an amazing day.
Love,
Beckie
I hope you will find what you are so desperately looking for. "
Okay. Here we go. After my night last night and reading the above this morning I've come to a decison. I am going to change my life. Five years of being miserable is long enough. It's time to move on. I can't do this on my own though, so phone calls and emails, or comments with words of love, advice, support, etc would be wonderful.
Wish me luck. Today is going to be an amazing day.
Love,
Beckie