this is where i hand you what's left of my little dignity
so, i've read this fic, about twice a day for four or five days now. THAT'S EIGHT OR TEN TIMES already. you know you have a really amazing fic when you laugh, cry and clutch your heart/pearls in the SAME EXACT places. it's not even that amazing actually; it's kind of mind-boggling and every time i wish it would happen/is happening in an alternate universe my head and ovaries kind of curl in on themselves and sob into their embroidered handkerchiefs and drink red wine and watch re-runs of classic 70s tv shows all day, lost in the depression of knowing it'll never happen.
i guess this also means that i've completely immersed myself in the jonas brothers fandom...which is less of a confession that i thought it would be? whatever, they're good people. they're also hot, good people who like to make stupid videos with fake mustaches and trenchcoats, and while i am partial to both, i am not invulnerable to both in the same video. with demi lovato too, and THAT's not fair at all.
what else? um: i took the SATs today? they were stupid. 3 hours and 45 minutes is fine in fucking theory, but after section 3 or so my ass and arms and BRAIN were switching through twitching and singing HANSON AND PARAMORE? i don't even know what that is, still. like, apparently i sing crappy 90s pop and even crappier modern alternative pop under steress? and they switch between each other too, so i'm hummimg "mmbop" during math and "the only exception" during english.
also, you know who i like? eminem. it's sort of a given being a 90s kid and obsessed with wifebeaters and ball-grabbing before my tenth freaking birthday, but i'm pretty sure that six years would be enough for me to move on to something more grown up and extremely professional, but i haven't. i haven't at all. of course, fuse's eminem takeover really isn't helping, but yeah, whatever. i'll take what i can get. he's really clever, you know? normally i don't listen to lyrics that closely, but when he gets something, he fucking NAILS it. always good.
oh, annnnnnnnnd. everyone should watch victorious on nickelodeon for ONE episode and tell me how hot avan jogia is. i'm not even going to supply you with pictures! you'll know who he is. REPORT BACK IMMEDIATELY. (i should also insert that nathan kress, of icarly fame, is also really incredibly amazingly attractive now that his balls have dropped. i enjoy watching puberty take its toll on child stars, it's true.)
man, i feel like this post is just a huge epic orgasm of shit i've been saving for a year or so. or the last few days. it's probably the latter, yeah.
edit: i am also really entranced by dr. dre's expressions in every eminem video. he always looks disgusted. just DISGUSTED. it's one of those few things that make me kick my feet and clap in joy.
i guess this also means that i've completely immersed myself in the jonas brothers fandom...which is less of a confession that i thought it would be? whatever, they're good people. they're also hot, good people who like to make stupid videos with fake mustaches and trenchcoats, and while i am partial to both, i am not invulnerable to both in the same video. with demi lovato too, and THAT's not fair at all.
what else? um: i took the SATs today? they were stupid. 3 hours and 45 minutes is fine in fucking theory, but after section 3 or so my ass and arms and BRAIN were switching through twitching and singing HANSON AND PARAMORE? i don't even know what that is, still. like, apparently i sing crappy 90s pop and even crappier modern alternative pop under steress? and they switch between each other too, so i'm hummimg "mmbop" during math and "the only exception" during english.
also, you know who i like? eminem. it's sort of a given being a 90s kid and obsessed with wifebeaters and ball-grabbing before my tenth freaking birthday, but i'm pretty sure that six years would be enough for me to move on to something more grown up and extremely professional, but i haven't. i haven't at all. of course, fuse's eminem takeover really isn't helping, but yeah, whatever. i'll take what i can get. he's really clever, you know? normally i don't listen to lyrics that closely, but when he gets something, he fucking NAILS it. always good.
oh, annnnnnnnnd. everyone should watch victorious on nickelodeon for ONE episode and tell me how hot avan jogia is. i'm not even going to supply you with pictures! you'll know who he is. REPORT BACK IMMEDIATELY. (i should also insert that nathan kress, of icarly fame, is also really incredibly amazingly attractive now that his balls have dropped. i enjoy watching puberty take its toll on child stars, it's true.)
man, i feel like this post is just a huge epic orgasm of shit i've been saving for a year or so. or the last few days. it's probably the latter, yeah.
edit: i am also really entranced by dr. dre's expressions in every eminem video. he always looks disgusted. just DISGUSTED. it's one of those few things that make me kick my feet and clap in joy.