My One Unique Thing for Today

Mar 06, 2005 19:18

I dont do this often but...

Ive just felt so numb lately, so emotionless. Its like Ive been sitting in one place and watching the world go on around me but I have no control over what goes on and I dont care to. After work today I watched Gardenstate. It just felt appropriate. I hope that I come to the same ending. I just want to feel something again. Anything. I want to wake up and be me. I want to wake up in last May. And even if i knew everything that was to come, I wouldnt change a thing. But most of all I just need a change. Something new.

here's to memories
ill never forget
here's to walking away
without regret

and here's to new beginnings

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anyway...
maybe ill update this again in another 9 months or so
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