Running through this life, darling, like a field of snow
I went to David Gray's concert last night. It was all kinds of amazing and just made me very happy. My dad and I had been waiting for this for years, and when this concert was announced we almost couldn't believe it [it was announced very last minute, so I didn't even know about it when I wrote my last post]. It was worth the wait. He is seriously one of the most talented people I've seen, and not only he, but his whole band is great. They appear very nonchalant, almost as if they were just jamming, but you could hear that they played very professionally and everything just.. fit. I don't really know how to explain, but when I listen to his songs and really pay attention to every single aspect of the music, I just think "wow, it's perfect, every little detail adds to the whole". (you didn't check out that video I posted a while ago? alright, here it is again: alibi!)
---
Life is so confusing, everything is contradicting. I want to make people happy, but apparently I sometimes try too hard and get the opposite effect. I want to be independent, but I long for someone to watch over me. And just like Daniel Johns sings:
"I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone..."