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well.. im here, im tired, i cant sleep.. what else is new.
my roommate is fighting with her boyfriend about the same shit that was going through my head before i left for college, which is why i decided what i did. but see she has been with her boyfriend for YEARS and years.. they've been on and off since they were 12. thats a friggen loooong ass time. so i feel sooo incredibly bad for her because of what she is going through. it sucks major major behind, and i cant do anything about it. which makes it that much worse. uuugghhh why does life have to be so harsh..
annnd after reading my friend's lj, i remember what its like to be in a relationship where you're thinking about the future, and how things will be, and what you want them to be like, and all that shit. yuuuup dont miss it. soooo not lookin for anny type of relationship anything right now.
its really weird, cuz this is the least i've wanted a boyfriend or any type of relationship thing in my life. and its cool. i love this feeling. im totally fine being on my own, and i am totally fine being all independent and what not. i realize that i do NOT need someone in order to survive. yup its great.
oh oh, i think they're making up.. aw shit. fuck. nevermind. fuck. god this sucks. i think they're breaking up... uuuugghhhhh i hate this part. geeeeez
you know i HATE that im sitting here like listening to this, but i dont have anywhere else to go.. i dont want to sit in the hallway.. i just want to sleeeeep
p.s. i still love college :)
my roommate is fighting with her boyfriend about the same shit that was going through my head before i left for college, which is why i decided what i did. but see she has been with her boyfriend for YEARS and years.. they've been on and off since they were 12. thats a friggen loooong ass time. so i feel sooo incredibly bad for her because of what she is going through. it sucks major major behind, and i cant do anything about it. which makes it that much worse. uuugghhh why does life have to be so harsh..
annnd after reading my friend's lj, i remember what its like to be in a relationship where you're thinking about the future, and how things will be, and what you want them to be like, and all that shit. yuuuup dont miss it. soooo not lookin for anny type of relationship anything right now.
its really weird, cuz this is the least i've wanted a boyfriend or any type of relationship thing in my life. and its cool. i love this feeling. im totally fine being on my own, and i am totally fine being all independent and what not. i realize that i do NOT need someone in order to survive. yup its great.
oh oh, i think they're making up.. aw shit. fuck. nevermind. fuck. god this sucks. i think they're breaking up... uuuugghhhhh i hate this part. geeeeez
you know i HATE that im sitting here like listening to this, but i dont have anywhere else to go.. i dont want to sit in the hallway.. i just want to sleeeeep
p.s. i still love college :)