Dec 05, 2004 16:42
First of all, I love Christmas. I love walking into my house and it smelling like fresh cookies and christmas tree. Today we brought out all of the Christmas stuff and got a tree. It's so magical how every year when the family pulls out the dusty boxes, memories are brought out. Mmmm Christmas.
So Misha and I are really not together anymore, I know I have said this like a million times but I realized that if I keep acting the way I was and stay so attatched to him I was going to lose him as a friend. I have realized that I was pulling him into my emotional battles to much, and that when we are together we just need to have fun and almost forget about the past. I know it's going to be super hard, but I know it's what needs to happen. I am hoping he will join my next weekend in some cookie eating and Christmas celebrating, but I don't know if he will have other priorities. Oh, well.
So over all, happiness is here. It is here to stay.
Love,
Delaney