Dejahvu
Alright, well I'm not in the best of sprits tonight and I guess this is gonna be kinda emo. There are just a lot of things that got to me tonight, and It's no ones fault and I'm not mad at anyone, I'm just kinda depressed. First of all, major dejahvu. Micah calls me and tells me his parents are annoying him and asks if I want to go get coffee. I can't becuase I live so far away, so I say no. He calls me back a half hour later and tells me that his parents wouldnt give him the car and so he walked to dutch bros. I was like shit, okay....have fun? So then, ten minutes later his mom calls (I have never met or talked to his mom) and asks me if I know where her son is....this just kinda set me off...or down I guess. It just beings back memoires of nights wonderinf where Misha was, and his mom calling me and asking. No good, I will do ANYTHING to help Micah and not let him do anything Misha would have. I dunno, so I realized I was kinda getting myself worked up over nothing and Jean calls. Or I call her, I forget. She was telling me about the awesome bonding time her Micah and Karen had and I got kinda depressed. I dunno, I mean I was sitting here at home worrying about Micah after his mom called and him and Jean and Karen were having fun, a fun I couldnt be a part of. This might sound selfish, and I guess it is...I just kinda felt left out, although no one did anything wrong. So I'm just kinda not in the best of moods, dont want drama but feel it coming on. I also feel bad because Micah feels like he is replacing Misha, which isnt the case at all. I mean yes, they are alike in wierd ways, its kinda creepy, but Micah is a completely different person. I dunno, I guess I am just feeling like I cant get what I am trying to say across to people.
Sorry about the long rambles, I just needed to sort things out for myself.
Love
Delaney Rose
Sorry about the long rambles, I just needed to sort things out for myself.
Love
Delaney Rose