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so i had the opportunity to go to austin next weekend, leave late friday night, or early saturday morning with scarlet, beth, and conrad. and of course, i ask my parents, and they think it's a ridiculously fast 24 hour trip and it's going to exhaust me. so it's a no. all i wanted to do was see my sisters.
it's easy for my mother to pack her bags and leave whenever she pleases, she can drive and isn't employed. i on the other hand, have school, and don't have a car, or any authority to pick up my bags and leave when i please to. i started crying in the middle of chili's, i honestly couldn't help it, i went to the bathroom instead of making a scene, and came back and they made me feel even worse, so i kept on crying, and it was embarassing.but i cant help that i really miss em and lindz.and according to my parents, ruined their entire lunch.
woop de doo, i just really miss my sisters. it doesn't make sense that i'm homesick, when im sitting here at home... does it.
whatever, im being stupid and emo. sorry.
it's easy for my mother to pack her bags and leave whenever she pleases, she can drive and isn't employed. i on the other hand, have school, and don't have a car, or any authority to pick up my bags and leave when i please to. i started crying in the middle of chili's, i honestly couldn't help it, i went to the bathroom instead of making a scene, and came back and they made me feel even worse, so i kept on crying, and it was embarassing.but i cant help that i really miss em and lindz.and according to my parents, ruined their entire lunch.
woop de doo, i just really miss my sisters. it doesn't make sense that i'm homesick, when im sitting here at home... does it.
whatever, im being stupid and emo. sorry.